Owning it

I have been watching television and I noticed a ad for a company called Nasty Gal. It made me thing about owning what people say about us. At one time when someone wanted to speak bad about a women they would call her a bitch but now we own that… We call ourselves I am a bitch let me tell you. So recently some one has started to label some women as Nasty Woman. So women are owning it and saying I am a Nasty Women.

So when someone is to cut you down by calling you a name. Own it take the wind out of there sails and say sure I am ….. what you going to do about it.

Goodbye August


Well that was summer, now comes September well I am sure we are still going to have warm days but it always seems that once August ends that is the end of summer we have labor day and everyone returns to school from summer vacation. Summer 2020 has been something I could have slept through and you know what I may have. There is not a lot about this summer that I can talk about. The Best I can say is COVID, but honestly — many protests and riots, such hate and anger all around. People just being rude and entitled. Double hurricanes hitting the Gulf region. Mandatory mask wearing all most everywhere and truthfully I would wear the mask even if it wasn’t mandatory. Oh and what about all the political ads they are soooo nasty. I just feel I can’t believe any of them.

I have spend the last few days sorting through my art room and art supplies. It seems I have three hobbies – making art, collecting art supplies and trying to organize the stuff I have so I can get more art supplies. Such a circular hobby don’t you know.

Well that happened

I woke up this morning around 5am for some reason I checked my email and had about 4 emails saying I signed up for some online course, that I didn’t sign up for, The cost was around 300.00 and put me into the negative in my bank account. I also checked my bank account and saw the charges. So first thing I did was call and told the banker I didn’t place those charges so they issued a case and closed that card. Now I have to wait for a new card and for them to investigate to maybe return the money to my account. In this case I believe the account was hacked and signed up for then they would contact the teacher and tell them they didn’t have access to the email account and give them a different account and then be able to take the class for free on me.

Okay why am I airing this in this blog. I don’t know but I am angry that it has cost me time and money to solve this. I now have to inform anyone who I have reoccurring charges/ subscription that are on that card taking more of my time. I just don’t understand why, people do that. If is a joy in making people suffer, or joy of getting things for free. I don’t know why…… I hope Karma is listening.

Summer continues on

Well it is now August I just so wonder how the time is flying so quickly. We have been still having the COVID virus knocking us for a loop here in the United States. There is so many finger pointing as to why we are were we are with this virus but I feel we just need to concentrate on what will help us to flatten the curve. That is wearing the mask, washing hands and avoiding large groups and stay 6 feet apart. It’s just that simple…. There is no guarantee that do this will stop you from getting the virus but it might help you.

I have COPD and find wearing the mask is very hard for me. I have trouble breathing even when I am wearing my oxygen under the mask. but I feel that by wearing the mask I am doing my part and keeping the virus away from me and you.

I have been making several different styles of mask just to find the one that I can handle wearing for more than 5 minutes at a time.

Covid 19. 10 August how time flies

The last time I posted was the Last of May so we have made it through June and July. Do to the Virus there hasn’t been much to write about I mainly spend my day at the house only to go out to grocery shop. I did go camping two times but both times I spent it pretty much by myself a friend camped next to me but we stayed 6 feet apart. It was really nice to finally get out of the house and allowed my a chance to just watch people in the campground. I went camping last week for two days we had a fire each night. My friend also put some popcorn kernals in the fire and so we would be setting there and watch a kernal pop every so often it was sort of fun.

The Virus is still very much a major issue, the case number still keep rising. People refuse to wear the masks and go out in large groups. We have had a lot of Black Life Matter protest and the media showed lots of people without masks.. Which I feel helps to contribute to the rising numbers of Covid cases.

The report on the vaccine are promising from different sources maybe available by January 2021. There are several who are in phase 3 testing which is from what I understand is the last phase before releasing it to the public.

So only time will tell how much longer we will be staying housebound, avoiding going out to eat and getting together with friends. I do so miss getting together with friends.

The end of May

Well another month has gone by well almost today is the 29 Monday will be the first of June. I don’t know actually what to say about the last three month, life seems to just go into a void nothing to speak of nothing. I have stayed in my home as much as possible only going to get groceries when needed. I have watched television, I have played in my art room, made masks and played with my sewing machine. Two weeks ago my husband went back to work that was good for him. I have had three in house doctor appointments and a couple of Zoom type appointments. Speaking of Zoom I have had a couple times to meet friends on Zoom, must say it’s been nice to be able to do that a chance for talking to someone beside my husband or the cat. I have been able to talk via internet, facetime, and phone to speak to my local friend every day but even that seem lacking to how we use to meet at least once a week for lunch and chat. That will start back again someday but right now I myself am not ready to go hang out where there are a lot of people.

Last weekend was memorial weekend and it seems that people aren’t handling social distancing well because bars, pools and such were very crowded. So now I am waiting to see what happens in 14 to 15 days if there is a spike in the numbers of people who get the virus. As I set her it is Friday the weekend comes and I can’t see anything different then any other day. I remember when the weekend was my time off now its just another day.

Just another Day or is it?

We have been at stay at home/social distancing for over 6 weeks now. I think, well sometimes I am not even sure what day it is they have seem to run into each other. Maybe today is Sunday or Monday not sure. I believe it is now the month of May, April just kind of disappeared into a blur of being in the house.

I was signed up for a weekend camping adventure for June but just got a letter and they cancelled seem like life will still be on hold until summer is over, In fact I believe it will be in a holding pattern until they have a immunization for it. Then people will feel a bit safer, I know I will I fall in the at risk category.

I wonder how long people will remember this time and everything being closed, people wearing masks. How long will it just be a memory spoke about on the television like 9-11, Vietnam War, Kennedy’s assassination things only half remembered like the Spanish Flu, did we learn a lesson will we remember the simple steps that can help keep us from getting virus. Wash you Hands, cough into you elbow, stay at home when your sick. Time will tell

Checking In

Setting at the Lake, while maintaining social distancing

We are beginning our 6 week of isolation, well Bill has not worked for 6 weeks, I sort canceled all of my appoints the week before so I am going into 7 weeks. The GM strike we had in September lasted 6 weeks so we sort of done this already. Hoping we will be back to work by 1 June but time will tell. All we have done is go to the store for groceries and Bill mainly did that. Twice now on a nice day we have gone out a set by a local lake and enjoyed the sun and watched people fish. Today I watch two blue herons flying back and forth and one of them almost landing where a goose was which turned into sort of a stand off.

I have COPD so when I am up and active I am suppose to be using oxygen, then comes this Virus and we now are asked to wear masks. So I contacted my Doctor and asked about wearing the mask over my oxygen and was told its ok. SO this works out good for me because I also am claustrophobic and having the o2 on under the mask helps me. I can’t imagine what its like for other people who are claustrophobic.

I have been very busy making masks I have about 10 more cut out to make for my husband when he starts back to work, I believe he will need to use them when he walks through the plant.

April 22 2020 Earth Day

It was 50 years ago that the first Earth Day happened. I was just graduating High School and trying to figure what came next. Wow the next, I got married, had a child, got Divorced and joined the Navy in a span of three years. Oh I also attend a couple of college classes in Wichita State University. I still remember being in one of those auditorium type class room and have my purse dump and out came a child’s pacifier fall out. I spent my son’s first birthday in Navy boot camp I felt bad about that but felt it was the best choice to be able to support my little family since I was a single mother. So after boot camp I went to my first duty station took a couple month to settle in and get base housing. Then my son joined in me in Sunnyvale California, which from what I understand I would not be able to afford a place there now that it is silicon valley.

I ended up spending twenty years in the Navy, it was in the Navy while stationed at Pax River, Maryland that I met my husband and we married a few years after I retired, but that another story. And I seemed to have wondered from my reason for this post. I don’t remember much about the Earth Day Actions I was just to busy working in the Military and raising a son. It was only after I retired and moved to Las Vegas that I began to be aware of it and civil action that were going on. Mecury Nevada is the site of nuclear testing and every year there would be a big march to the site with civil action- being trespassing and getting arrested. I never took part in the marches or the civil action but would go to the Veterans camp and help where I could with cooking, cleaning etc… alway a behind the scenes action.

This year theme is climate action and from behind the scenes I am working on reducing my carbon foot print. I us towels and rags instead of paper towels, my group of friends have all made feast bundles which means when we get together we bring our own reusable dishes, silverware and drank containers. I am also spending time during this pandemic to research and see what else I can do.